Nothing

Then i awake.....

I didn’t believe when find you sat here beside of me. I think I have been died for a moment so I didn’t realize you was here. But, the truly was not. I was awake everyday, every minute and every second. I knew what I did. Just let my eyes was looking straight and didn’t care you stared at me. Nothing what did I saw, but I avoided looking your eyes back. You just took my picture and I pretended didn’t know what you did. Then you gave your handphone which was you used to take my picture and say, ‘hey, this is so cool’. I agreed.

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My eyes stared that statue. You told everything that you didn’t understand. About difficult of life. And I answered as I can with my floated-mind to another place. Then I looked at you and the sun which was behind your head. That sun wanted to vanish. ‘why the sun be higher?’ I asked. You replied ‘no. it’s just your feelin, the sun be lower not higher’. But I didn’t believe what you said. I never try to believe you again. Especially what you say. Stop here.